Showing posts with label pagal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pagal. Show all posts

Thursday, April 21, 2011

M.A

Today I've come to realize that so many of my friends will be pursuing their Master's Degree [M.A] this coming September. Some will be continuing it locally while some others will be flying off to foreign countries like UK and OZ [jeleznya jeleznya T_T]  

And here I am, all lost and left behind. What happened? Maybe I got caught up with work and next thing you know, it's already near May.

To fulfill my eagerness to study, I should just pick any local Universities and proceed,

BUT, I have a dream...and I don't want to make it to "I HAD a dream"


Allahu Musta'an,He knows best...


Whatever I decide in the near future, hopefully I have gained  peace at heart while deciding...Don't wanna rush into things.

Maybe not this year...maybe this year...still have time

And now, I'm beginning to have questions

PRIORITIZE THE PRIORITIES DEAR ME!!!


So...2011 is a year where most of my friends are getting married, expecting first child, working, and pursuing MAs....


Enough venting  =)


BESTNYA YANG PERGI UK tu, hemo2 T_T


can't deny that I AM feeling a bit stressful about this matter though....



toddles~

salam~~

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

yippi!

Now I know how to display larger pictures in my blog =)






Tuesday, March 29, 2011

“Kadang-kadang ada benda tu,
tersekat kat minda sahaja.
Sebab tak ada bahasa mampu membahasakannya.
Biarlah terkunci di dalam jiwa semata.
Mungkin Allah inginkan semua itu terahsia dalam diri kita.”

-Hilal Asyraf-

Saturday, March 26, 2011

trapped

The train left a long time ago,
boarding it was a passenger
whose name was Sorrow,
and he did not know where to go...

Friday, March 11, 2011

motivation

I find that, in order to keep one's self motivated in doing anything [say:studying,working,etc], we should have something to look forward to. I have been so demotivated lately and I stick with the -I am my OWN motivator- motto. So, that's just what I did.




you can watch it on youtube if you are interested. Got English subtitles too =)


For example:

lack of motivation to do work, to study or be in a particular position  [senang cerita,nak quit lah]

what we should do??: aim something as a distraction/motivation. Like aiming to meet up with bestfriends, watch a movie after work [ I watched 3 Idiots, works everytime....hehehe], go buy delicacies, read a book, call mum, read motivational stuffs, read the Quran, seek for people's motivational words  [who knows you might be inspired with the given words ] or planning a vacation trip with besties....hoho



I can't guarantee it is a success for EVERYone but it won't hurt if you try, right? =)


inshaAllah~~



motivational enough found in tumblr =)




I will have a whole week worth of motivation because my family's coming to spend the school holidays with me....though I will be working but at least I won't have to cook for myself,bahahaha oh I so miss mama's cooking ^____^





toddles~

salam~~

Thursday, March 3, 2011

funny stuff!













can't even put into words *LQTM*

totally made my day.....bahaha

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Bored

Found something that won my heart on the spot. Introducing  [jeng3 ^^]:




me! me!


this one's fun too!   [ping pong!]


another one! 





kawaii!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Asam rebus ikan

A simple yet zellicious recipe:

Asam rebus ikan =)


Bahan2:

A)

imej google semata2


B) Ikan  [I used kembung]

C) gula+garam+asam keping  [2 keping]+serbuk kunyit [optional]+daun kesum [optional]



Proses:

1) baca bismillah dulu....
2) cuci ikan dengan limau  [haha,betul ke guna perkataan 'cuci'?]
3) blend A  [oh ye, halia tu sikit sudah memadai] dengan sedikit air sampai hancur
4) masukkan dalam periuk...tambah air ikut kesesuaian banyak mana kuah kita mahu then rebus
5)agak2 dah sebati no4,masukkan garam,gula dan asam keping. Daun kesum kalau xde or xnak letak pun ok je....serbuk kunyit kalau kita guna cili api hijau, kalau guna cili api merah, no need anymore.
6) then, ofcourse kita masukkan ikan kedalam rebusan dan rebuslah sampai ikan masak.
7) voila,siap!



Selamat mencuba bagi yang mahu!^^


p/s: this is for 1-2 person only. Multiply A accordingly if you're cooking for more people


toddles~

salam~~

Monday, February 21, 2011

Walking down memory lane [glasgow]

welcome to Glasgow




Sadly I don't remember much about the details....vague memories,yes :(




Babuji's uni and my kindie was also here....hoho



houses were mostly tall like in the picture...




Iftar at the Central Mosque





my school!



All pictures were taken from mr.Google. Gosh I really miss Glasgow....Anyone out there who went to the same school with me  [1993-1996]? I only got in-touch with my used to be best friend, Anjali  but that's about it.....huhu....I can still remember some faces like the teachers, janitor and friends.

The place where I got to master an accent   [which I no longer have]
The place where I learnt how to eat ice-cream during winter  [loved it!]
The place where I learnt how to socialize in different cultures  [sometimes I go back to my friends houses without my dad's consent....jahatnya!]
The place where I did so many mischievous things with my gang!
The place where I got involved in celebrating all those X-Mas,Easter,Halloween
The place where we would go for daily tour to places [including churches,temples,fire station,botanical park,museum,etc]

 I could go forever so I'd better stop lah....


P/S: Mrs.Eizaz, this is for you too =)



*******************************************************************************

So I read a link on Kak Wardina's Twitter : here   [I am so sorry but this issue is so absurd, there's no such thing as an 'Islamic' gay marriage....na'uzubillah min zalik]


The world is very near to its end


May He forgive us all,ameen

Thursday, February 17, 2011

I just finished a 4K plus words task and look at the time [4.44 AM!!]. I started working on it at 8.30 AM yesterday. Two tasks simultaneously side by side with drowsiness and dizziness @_@



Yesterday two opposite things happened. The death of someone I knew in IIU and the re-Union of my beloved 4Gs. Both were related so there was a mixture of emotions. One part we are over the moon happy seeing each other and the other part would be some sad stories. Alhamdulillah Allah had re-united us once again and inshaAllah we'll meet again in the future =))


Ok, since I've written so much for my work I'm out of ideas on what to write here.


to be continued.......................[efek cerekarama sikit]



toddles~

salam~~

Friday, February 11, 2011

Walking down memory lane

*entri gambar2....scroll at your own risk....scattered organization may cause confusion...hoho



       * One good thing about photos is that it reminds us of all the good memories in the past!*





The day when I realized how much I love photography  ^^
the day when we wanted to see how a mommy dinosaur took care of her children  [tho fake ones lah]



The man who made my life as a lingu student miserable!



all time favourite mart!






Welcome!

Wanna dare me to ride this again? even for 1 billion I'd say NO..hoho


art is beauty especially when it's original

one time visit is enough, I prefer Glasgow better =)

they sell stuffs from their trunks/boots at a very insanely reasonable price....just beware of dogs!



the bas dua tingkat berbumbung



Really2 wanted to go in but the line was wayyy toooo long :(

go wonder around, if you're lost, meet me back at the Sphere,LOL


The day when I thought I saw pre pre pre pre pre pre heaven [efek melodramatic sikit arr]

me thinks: sirap bandung?




who's school is this? AK's!!!hehe



Una's Pooh holding ma empty Scroll file after C-Day ^^
 

Our crib. Cheetamhill

it seems so surreal yet it's real. Park at the  Buckingham Palace


sajiedaz's solemnization day , 2010 :)


pay 6.50 euro's and eat till ya drop?!  [kudos to AK for the treat ;) ]




that's all for today's exercise....till we walk again!




toddles~

salam~~




Thursday, February 10, 2011

Giving Up?


 


"And We will surely test you with something of fear and hunger and a loss of wealth and lives and fruits, but give good tidings to the patient," [Al-Baqarah: 155]




Trying to stay positive and holding on a bit longer.....................................



  I am not a quitter!



Hwaiting!


Allahu Musta'an~~

Sunday, February 6, 2011






One thing about both good times and bad times: it won't last forever~

Thursday, January 20, 2011

B.E.L.O.G




I managed not to blog anything yesterday....yeah because I was suppperrr busy [lah sgt]


Anyhoos, today I'm gonna talk about BELOG/BLOG and everything related to it.

First things first, let's define what is a BLOG?

As the clever Wiki said:

A blog (a blend of the term web log)[1] is a type of website or part of a website. Blogs are usually maintained by an individual with regular entries of commentary, descriptions of events, or other material such as graphics or video. Entries are commonly displayed in reverse-chronological order. Blog can also be used as a verb, meaning to maintain or add content to a blog.

Most blogs are interactive, allowing visitors to leave comments and even message each other via widgets on the blogs and it is this interactivity that distinguishes them from other static websites  [pesanan penaja, jgn copy-paste sebijik sebajak kedalam kertas kerja universitas ye...budak kecik pun boleh buat kalau gitu, xpyh masuk U]



Simply Siti said, a blog is a platform of expression. To express ourselves on whatever we want to express.


This brings us to the second point: WHAT DO WE BLOG ABOUT?


Well, that depends on the individuals themselves. Some love to share everything about themselves, from the time they get up until the end of the day. Some express mushy stuffs, some express their obsessions with cats, stems, PS3 [ok, ni semua contoh], WHILE others like to send beneficial messages, very informative with all valid quotes and resources. Others include writing about assignments, works, putting random videos, RECIPES!, selling stuffs  [Online Shopping Blogs] and many many more.


WHAT DO WE GET FROM IT?

Satisfaction- knowledge - an active working brain- improvements


As for me, I had always enjoyed writing. Not anything specific per-say, just writing and it can be anything. I used to write diaries and I had those colourful, with a little lock and scented diaries when I was a teen. Luckily it went missing after some time, if not, gue harus malu membacanya, xkental lah derr tulis2 dlm diary ni. Well, it happened a million years ago...hoho. 


As time pass by, humans were bombarded with the Internet penetration and people started socializing virtually, world-widely. [lol, ni mcm ayat2 paperwork kelas comp app ja]. Came along all the friendster, twitter, myspace,facebook and whatnots and not to forget the BLOG.

I was seduced by my sweet gorgeous mom-to-be-in-a-couple-of-months friend, Mrs.E/S to create my own blog. I vaguely remembered that she loves me writing  [correct me if I'm wrong ye dear...hehe]. So, then I started blogging. At first, I only wrote rubbish and nonsensical stuffs. Stuffs that was not that kental and beneficial but did suffice my dissatisfaction about a certain someone or two  [oh, how stupid!]. Gradually, I became wiser [nak jugak tu] and tried to keep my lines a bit, reader friendly and beneficial [ a bit lah], inshaAllah that is =)


The positive impact and this is talking personally, by blogging, it has helped me to keep my brains active and have a sense of control so whenever there's a sudden test or POP quiz or whatever writings need to be done in the classroom, I'd be prepared. You know, to goreng the sentences, LOL


Besides blogging, I also love to blog hop. I read blogs of assortment. You name it. From young married couples blogs, young mothers blogs, a chain of siblings blogs, Islamic fashionistas blogs, inspirational blogs, Islamic blogs and those miscellaneous blogs  [which I see is quite similar to mine...hehe ]. But, I don't see a lot of men writing because men are known to be sssooo masculin till they find it not macho to express their thoughts. I do read some but there aren't many  [or they hide behind a girls identity? wallahu 'alam]. Men were known to be good writers back then, during the age of WW1 and WW2 so that's very impressive to me.

I think it's good to write. Especially if you want to improve something out of you. Your language sense maybe? Weak in English? So write in English? apa? malu takut org gelak grammar berterabur? lor pedulik kan mereka, mereka bukan kasi duit beli beras pun. A wise person, instead of bashing people for their courage to improve, tries to share a thing or two of what they know so that knowledge is spread and not kept to rot unused.


Of course there will also be these people [also known as creepy anons ] who don't have a life or probably don't know how to blog that will pest your way or they might disagree with some of your thoughts. Just let them be and keep on doing what you're good at. I had those anon times, they are such joy to my eyes =)


So, I think that's all for today. Hope some of you did read this entry until the end....hehe....Happy blogging to all bloggers and happy stalking blog-hopping to all blog-hoppers. And yes, as much as we love to tell everything, try to keep some as secrets because words these days spread faster than diseases =). But, there's always an easy way out, make that really2 personal blog private.



Till then,

toddles~

salam~~

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Crapping

So tomorrow my family are coming. I am so uberly excited! See, the thing is, when I was all alone in Malaysia when they weren't here, I wasn't that psyched up. Well, mostly because I was still a uni student. With my friends,so whenever I felt lonely, I'd just hang out with them or atleast I go and repent spend my time at SHAS MOSQUE Lev 2 or go to the TV area at my Mahallah or go kacau my neighbouring dorm mates. Atleast I'm with another soul ya know? But,this time around, the case is different. My friends are all over Malaysia and mostly have started working, married, busy with their studies excetera2. Working life and study life, both have their similarities in terms of giving my so-called commitment. But, the difference is, I have no friends to hang out with anymore. In this situation, even if I wanted to do so, it can only be done during the weekends which I so need to rest or I have to go out to places which need money  [transport+eat+others].

 So, yeah, better I convert it to something that requires less money....blogging? blog-hopping? reading? listening to N.A.K's and other beneficial vids so on so forth.


My previous blogs, I'd always jot down my activities  [recap: semasa bergelar pelajar]. When I read them again, first I'd slap myself for the terrible language usage  [which seems poorer up till now,haih!], then I would laugh to myself because of the funny things I used to do. Aah yeh yaadein hai T_T

I said to myself that i would keep this blog as informative as I could but.........Okay, I'll take this entry down later [or will I not? it's my blog ] so pardon me okay ? :)


p/s: kenapa feedjit jadi kaler pink2 ni? I zon't like! xdak tukar setting pun...huhu




till then,

toddles~

salam~~

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

2011

A year which will witness many many more of my dear friends getting engaged and married and delivering cute babies ^^


But,that's not my focus point.


I just got the information that another friend will be pursuing her Masters in September T_T


That is an overwhelming news for me.


Me? wallahu'alam. My dream is big and I cannot rush into things just because I'm dying to further my studies. I miss 'school', I really do T_T



There's been some changes in my plan  [because we humans can only plan but Allah has the power to grant it or not ] BUT my dream lives on.... Allah knows best =)


We'll see how it goes from now.....I don't want to overthink about this matter at the moment

To all who will be on your way to do your M.A, I [in a positive way] envy you guys ^_____^!!! 


The good thing about this would be: I have ample time to think what course I want to pursue...still linguistics? sociolinguistics? psychology? [maybe because that's the closest to the brain which I totally adore since schoolhood], translation? [hmm....30/70 not],sociology? [maybe]......think think think  [but don't overthink....hehe]




pardon me, this was only a monologue/stress relief session....hohoho



*tadi baca dua2 blog lama and gelak sorang2 bc kisah2 ketika masih bergelar pelajar lagi,ok now that explains the melancholic reminiscence

* I started blogging in 2008,May, 4

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Parivaar


*gambar sekadar hiasan*





Alvida mere parivaar T_T,

Phir Milenge in two weeks time inshaAllah~


Weekends during student life was far way awesome than nowadays. We had three days worth of vacation, in fact, I consider four because I only had two morning classes on Thursday and no more co-cu classes on Saturday and Sunday during my two final semesters,heaven ^^


Tomorrow, work. The End

Note to self from Zaboooodeeee: Be grateful and stop procrastinating.

Arasso!!!

Bersemangat!!!! [sin chan] 

Friday, January 7, 2011

Heart






We can forgive and forget the others’ past (mistakes) in order to purify our heart.
Nothing good will come to you if you hold resentments as it will only blacken your heart.We must not forget our mistakes and must learn our lessons from it.
We must also forgive ourselves and strongly intend not to repeat it.
This is reminder to myself and everyone. May Allah help us to be better persons while living in this
temporary world. Amin ya rabbi al ‘alamin.
[sis Hasanah, 2010]

[and I quote tumblr]

Honestly, I'd rather be heartless than heartbroken........


But,

"God is with the broken-hearted. When your heart breaks, it’s a good thing – the breaking of the heart is what opens it up to the light of Allah. The dunya is designed to break your heart, to crush it. " [Sheikh Hamza Yusuf]






Renung2kan [ecehhh!]

Have a happy weekend dear me and all of you!


Family's in town for the weekend, yea!!!




toddles~

salam~~