Monday, November 28, 2011


Gonna sit for a test this Thursday and Saturday, nervous up to the maximum~~~

It's finally happening, the road to achieve my dreams inshaAllah ^^

May Allah ease my path, ameen. If not, maybe another good thing is in store for me. POSITIVE :)

After this, whatever work stress that comes in my way, I shall welcome it with loving hands  *dramatic effect*

Already bought the tickets for Twins of Faith which will be held on the 24&25th December and will be attending it with AK's family,weeee can't waittt :). Too bad bro Nouman Ali Khan will not be one of the speakers T_T

Today is a holiday and I thought I was supposed to work, *double happiness*

Seize the moment.Good or bad. It might not happen again.

May you all be happy wherever you are =)



Saturday, November 26, 2011

one four three three H

Salam Maal Hijrah 1433H ^^

Our NEW YEAR as a Muslim. Not 1 January.

No new wishful thoughts this year. Just hoping for that one wish/dream that I've been longing for, for ages inshaAllah,ameen,ameen,ameen

May I be a better person inshaAllah.

And oh, may people stop asking me that QUESTION. AMEEN

Wednesday, November 23, 2011


I find it highly....ermmm...irrating seeing people of the religion  [golongan celik dan cerdik agama] bashing other people here and there while saying something like "amar ma'ruf nahi munkar" or "say something nice or don't say anything at all"

You're making the commoners confused...

I rest my case here.....or else my name would be next to be bashed!

monologue: when will this project end???

Saturday, November 19, 2011


Has been launched!


Please take a visit and be friends with us in FB! =)


And spread it to your lady friends!  

TQVM!! =)

Friday, November 11, 2011


nice date isn't it?

>>so many are getting engaged and married on this,it's a Friday mashaAllah! Barakallahu lakuma! =)

>>I will be super duper mega busy starting from next week as I'll be involved in a big project under my company...I pray that I'll survive until the very end inshaAllah. Some friends are joining me in this project. Glad that I will have some helping hands  *syukur*

>>Had a doc's appointment and well....Allah knows best

>>The other day I submitted my resume to XXX....I'm not expecting anything besides what He thinks is Best for me, khair.

>>I had a dream a few days back, about my CALL research paper during my undergrad so I was thinking of recycling it for my M.A thesis but the sad thing is, all files in my pendrive have been eaten with no mercy :(....and clever me, never made backups because I didn't care much of online storage files before this. Yes, I was a clueless IT nerd T_T....

ANY recommendations of FREE online storage folders??? Reliable ones.....Kudos if you know any! *throws a candy* =)

>> Sociolinguistics is my major interest but CALL is pretty much related to my current work so it'd be helpful....To be determined when the time comes.

>> I sound so workaholic...Is this a good thing or a bad thing? I even dream about my work,blerghhh~~

>>ok that is all



Monday, November 7, 2011

Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease

Sometimes I feel like letting it all out for the world to know,

But, tell me a person who lives a total carefree life with no problems?

So, I keep it all inside....

إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ‌ يُسْرً‌ا

Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. [94:6]

Narrated Abu Sa'id Al-Khudri and Abu Huraira:

The Prophet said, "No fatigue, nor disease, nor sorrow, nor sadness, nor hurt, nor distress befalls a Muslim, even if it were the prick he receives from a thorn, but that Allah expiates some of his sins for that." [Sahih Bukhari, Volume 7, Book 70, Number 545]

Narrated 'Aisha:

(the wife of the Prophet) Allah's Apostle said, "No calamity befalls a Muslim but that Allah expiates some of his sins because of it, even though it were the prick he receives from a thorn." [Sahih Bukhari, Volume 7, Book 70, Number 544]


Saturday, November 5, 2011

Jom bertakbir! =)

 اللَّهُ أَكْبَرُ، اللَّهُ أَكْبَرُ، اللَّهُ أَكْبَرُ، لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ الله ُ، اللَّهُ أَكْبَرُ وللهِ الْحَمْدُ

Tatacara takbir  [kelik]

feeling melancholic this year....especially after I watched the live hajj earlier. I hope I will be given the chance to perform hajj and visit Mecca&Madinah, inshaAllah inshaAllah  ameen!

1st time

We experience a lot of first times in our life, right? The first cry, first milk, first baby-talk,first prayer, first friendship,first defriendship, first ice-cream,first class,first convocation, first work, first WORK STRESS, first DOUBLE WORK STRESS, first IMSONIA due to work stress,LOL  [ok, ok, we get it, the first of EVERYTHING] {red font is not recommended, must avoid it at all times ^^ }

Upon experiencing those first moments, we will encounter a mixed feeling of exhilaration , anxiety, overwhelmed, etc. How do we keep up with it will ensure the ongoing process till the very end. There is no such thing as  I CAN'T DO IT. That's all the negativity doing their naughty act to demotivate us. It's all in our mind. We control it and not vice versa.

It is true that saying is easier than doing., easy to console people with motivational words but when it comes to us, can we really WALK THE TALK?  But, is bittersweet. You have to endure bitterness in order to taste sweetness. [biasanya macam minum kopi tanpa gula..kemudian kita tambah gula secukup rasa,lol]

I, while still being a sane person, should take these 1st experiences as a challenge. We were not wearing running shoes and ready to run on the track when we were born, now do we?

My point is; there's always a first to everything. It depends on how we look at it, how we handle it and how we accept/reject it after considering all the pros and cons wisely. InshaAllah kheir.


Truth be told, the second phrase fits me everytime  but once I step into that "first" thing, I go all out   [till sometimes it kills me, literally] but WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER  [so I've heard]

Oh cut it short, Don't be afraid to take the first step!  [unless it is a haram thing to do!] and be captivated by the wonders of experience you will gain afterwards! :D

[entry meant to be a motivation for me.....self-motivation mode was activated, oopsie forgot!]

This sunday, 06-11-2011 or 10 Zulhijjah 1432 AH will be, inshaAllah, our Eid Day. The day to remember the event of  Prophet Ibrahim [a.s] when he was ordered by Allah to sacrifice his beloved son Ismail [a.s] and how he was about to do it, wholeheartedly, with the greatest amount of sincerity [ikhlas] and later on, was replaced with the actual animal [for sacrificial]. It was only a test of love MashaAllah. How we are willing to sacrifice everything that we love sincerely with the total confidence that Allah will replace something even better later on.

My sacrifice for this year would be; spending eidul 'adha alone for the first time without my family. InshaAllah =)

I always go off-track....

Bismillah, I wish you all a very blessed Eidul 'Adha!